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An update and a hello

Posted on Sep 16th, 2009 by ginlei : reality checkn' ginlei
Hello beautiful humans! I haven't been near a computer for awhile and there are so many daily reflections to catch up to, so I'll just give a breif update.
My ex-husband passed away in May, a week before my youngest son's 14th b-day. He was 36 and had a massive heart attack. Our boys were there and were not able to help him. We've been though alot and they are dealing w/ the anger of situation. I, myself, hit the beer drinking a little to much trying to deal w/ the pain of not making amends w/ their father. I am 9 days sober. I am working hard to deal w/ these issues so I can be of assistance to our boys. I wish everyone a great day and a beautiful existence.
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Who in the world do you feel most similar to?

Posted on Sep 28th, 2009 by ginlei : reality checkn' ginlei
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 27, 2009:

Truely, I didnot ever think I'd find anyone much less one of the oppiste gender. He's name is Rick but he calls himself Rickester Silverpasture. He's complicated, intellegent and anuging. I enjoy listening to the things that come out of his mouth because I'm usually the only one who gets it and its great to laugh at someone else who decides to verbalize our complicated bable. Besides his foot in the mouth disease, we seem to be able to sit in a room quietly together, doing our own thing w/ aboustly no conflict. It's a very rare find, someone like me.

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Who do you miss most right now?

Posted on Sep 28th, 2009 by ginlei : reality checkn' ginlei
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 26, 2009:

Theres severual that I miss everyday. My boys in Florida, My ex-husband who moved to the next level of existense in May. My Papa whose w/ him, but the one I miss the most in my life is Rickister. I think of him everyday, write him when I can get him off my mind. I haven't ever met someone that was so like me and so very ok w/ me being me. We met for a short time, as associtates, will I ever see him again? Will I ever get to tell him how I felt around him? I believe that if I leave it to the higher power and if its meant to be, it will be.
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