What does "normal" mean to me? Well, that is a good question. Truely, does anyone know what "normal" means? If u really look normal has consequences. Reality verses insanity! Do I care if everyone else's reality is insanity? Unforunatly, I do. The question would be does anyone else? When someone claims to be normal my frist impulse is to run, run really, really fast.LOL What I have found in "normal" people is total coas! So, being normal is way,way,waayy out of my concept of trying to catch.

What am I trying to discover? Would that be about me or the world? Could I be inspecting insanity or reality? Does it matter? Doesn't the world belong to us all? D we not all share the same air(breathe)? Do I care about what I know? Oh yea, I think I do. So close we are. To what? hmm, Should I count it all or dismiss it? um, back to the meeting!! LOL

The most important constant in my life, its a laugh. Pride, should it be allowed in our life? Pride, pride, pride its everywhere! Southern Pride, Californa Pride, Hawaii Pride. LOL Saving the world is a must!! Misery has to go! Being constant is a must... We all love company. W/o constant company the human race will desolve. W/ constant Pride we are doooooomed!! The most important constant would be for me, would be LOVE, JOY, and HUMILITY! Rock on, Baby!!!

Beauty is diffently truthful or is it? Truthfulness is most diffently beautiful or is it? Um, is there a dilomia here? I do think we have a touchdown my friends! Becuase if we went on nothing but beauty why is the Earth on the verge of collapse? Why should we believe the truth of this? Becuase the truth is unseen. It is collapsing right beneath us or is it? That, my friends is the beauty of the truth!

Storm? Fierce? Life? Do we all not have fierce storm stories? This lifecycle or existence has been quite a strom in itself. Having been raised in Florida I have found that at the beginning of every storm there's ulitmate coas. Overloaded stores, people stuffing carts w/ essentials of storm paraphernalia(Why isn't the storm going to wash it away anyway?) and being a people watcher, its very interesting to watch their fears surface. As the Storm hits, we have nuts that ride it out(me), Some actually sit and watch it(me), and then you have the ones that run(understandable). Oh, I forgot you have the surfers who like to experience being spanked by the rushing of intense water and wind.(hope they put superglue in the sex wax,LOL) After everything gets busted up and thrown about we experience "The Eye!". Calm!! Beeauutiful! Serene! I have seen cloudless sky and wonderful brightness occur!! And then it passes, bummer. Now the ass end of this very exceptial storm! Everything that broke at the beginning of it, goes more inland and it pretty much cleanses, Floods and erodes all of nature. Its like the Earth says theres a dirty spot that needs to be cleaned while she's scratching her ass!! Flow w/ it, I say. Hurricanes are a essentail in everyone's life. Standing in lane at Wally-world there were headlines about how all predictions of past theorists are coming true. Why? Who really cares? As long as I know in my heart of hearts that I am a survivor and that if I go w/ the right flow of things, my loved ones and I will make it no matter the circumstances that seem to appear out of no where.

Heart BROKEN? Not ever! How can I compare this lifecycles broken hearts to any other? If my Heart was truely ever Broken I feel I would be in puraugtory. Wouldn't you? If I ever lost my soul because my broken heart decided to let it go, I'd exist no more. Existing in this lifecycle has truely tested my heart and soul link. Learning this has truely been an intersting lesson. One that I rejoice in learning on an everyday basis.

Preparing our children is most essental life lesson they could learn. What? You say.
As a child I was NOT prepared by anyone to be an adult. Choices? Unheard of. decidsions? Couldn't possibly imagen what that would be!
Has anyone else been prepared? Am I the only one out here who asks,"Weren't we supposed to learn this in school"? Being an "Adult" has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life so how can I prepare my children? Simply by telling them that no matter where they are, what they are doing or what fears they are facing, someONE out here truely and unconditionally Loves them! No Matter What! Will we like where and what our children are doing? Probably not, but I refuse to purposefully put fear into their lives just so they will turn out to be perfect adults. NOONE who is Human is perfect, just incase nobody really knows that.

How can WE adapt to meet the changes predicted for this century? Sorry, I had to exactly type this out. Predictions? What, we have predictions? For THIS century? No, You don't say? Adapt? Isn't that what the apes did or is that more like, bend w/ the wind(reeds)? Personally, I see us backtracking just to play catchup to the future. Adapting to the future is like adapting to High-speed computers when there's nothing but slow out-dated material being placed on them. Why should we even bother when noone on this Earth even gives a crap how the Earth is screaming for Humans to slow down their rolls? One day out in society and my whole head is abosulatly spinning. I feel I'm on a constant rollercoaster w/ NO stops! I imagen that is how the Mother Earth feels when noone listens. Listening to Mother Earth should< I feel>be the number one thing we learn to adapt to. Especially, if we really are at the brink of the Earth Reversing her axil spin.

"Me" to "We"? Well, this is very interesting, in deed, because weren't other Humans taught that life is not about "me" its actually about "we'? Maybe that has just been "MY" perpection.
Seriously, "we" cannot do anything unless there is a "me" somewhere. Shifting to a "we" could actually be a simple process if there were several "me's" w/ the same beliefs and theories. I feel, if more people shared "reality checks" more often and could excatly work together instead of being scared that there's actually others out there that think like them, "we" would or will survive the future that is ahead of us. Working together to save our Earth Mother should be the frist and most important task for survival.

How can I be the change I want to see in this world? Believe it or not, I would really like see a change everywhere I go. I'd like to see the school systems to be updated so that the "speical" kids are understood becuase 99.5% of the "speical" kids are speical. They have undeniable gifts, such as telapathic ablities. Their "imagirie" friends are more than likely friends that have moved on to their next dimension and more than likely the kids that are leaving school because of headaches, stomach problems are claustiphobic around negative influences. Most of the world seems to evolve around negativity. I believe that this negativity may be the cause of our unbalanced weather patterns. I feel that people around the world could work together in harnessing the negativy,then send it all off the planet, Earth would be a better place. How can I change the world? By writing one word at a time.

Using economic structures could actually help us shift into sustainable living. Seriously.
Has anyone heard of Cob Housing? It's mud and straw! There are houses, not so much on America's soil, that are made of Cob that are 100 to 500 years old. They survive about anything including earthquakes and fire. They are very economical by the cost to build, by the recycled materials used, and by the way they are heated and cooled. I also feel that to shift into sustainable living that the magority of the world should go back to growing our own food and use the barter system for the other essentuals of daily life. Cash? Why? The worth of America's dollar has us looking like we are turning out be one of the poorest countries in the world. Economic crash? Why should there be, when everyone in the world could find peace and harmony if they would put religion and polictical opinions aside and strive for postive reassures from each other. How many times in one day do any of us say something postive to a stranger or even in our own homes? Negativity is everywhere! It seems that there is no escaping it. The one thing my Papa told me once was that his goal when he would conversate w/ others was that before he walked away, he wanted them to smile. He said every woman deserved a compliment and that a smile could turn anyone's day around! :)