Posted on Oct 11th, 2009
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To me something becomes sacred when theres love that is connected it or when sure innonece is felt w/in the essence of the object of love.
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Posted on Oct 2nd, 2009
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Most diffently! I believe that I have loved ones that have transentioned over that are my guides that help me in my life. I also know their are angels w/ everyone of us. How can anyone make it through this life w/o angels protecting us from ourselves? LOL
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Posted on Sep 28th, 2009
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Theres severual that I miss everyday. My boys in Florida, My ex-husband who moved to the next level of existense in May. My Papa whose w/ him, but the one I miss the most in my life is Rickister. I think of him everyday, write him when I can get him off my mind. I haven't ever met someone that was so like me and so very ok w/ me being me. We met for a short time, as associtates, will I ever see him again? Will I ever get to tell him how I felt around him? I believe that if I leave it to the higher power and if its meant to be, it will be.
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Posted on Sep 16th, 2009
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Hello beautiful humans! I haven't been near a computer for awhile and there are so many daily reflections to catch up to, so I'll just give a breif update.
My ex-husband passed away in May, a week before my youngest son's 14th b-day. He was 36 and had a massive heart attack. Our boys were there and were not able to help him. We've been though alot and they are dealing w/ the anger of situation. I, myself, hit the beer drinking a little to much trying to deal w/ the pain of not making amends w/ their father. I am 9 days sober. I am working hard to deal w/ these issues so I can be of assistance to our boys. I wish everyone a great day and a beautiful existence.
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Posted on Mar 12th, 2009
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..and by the graces of our Heavenly Creator I have begun speaking w/ my boys again. At frist it was one word answers and now we can stay on the phone for a couple of hours. A new years whispered wish or was it a heartfelt prayer? Or maybe we had to go through this so we could see the future is arriving! Whatever it is I bless the Lord's name in knowing when the time is that time.
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Posted on Mar 12th, 2009
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This a great question and one can see where everyone is in there journeys by their answers. It's an amazing thing. My answer would be that I am walking in my future, everyday! I have always had an idea of my future, I battled in my life because I knew that was not what the Creator had promised for me and just as I was giving in to, "well, I guess this is it." BOOM, my future began. I am not what everyone else wants me to be I am me who God designed me to be. Thank God I am finally here! May we all be at Peace.
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Posted on Feb 10th, 2009
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There's many answers to this question and yet there's none. For shouldn't we love all. Yes, it's hard when we look in the mirror. Whenwe have been hurt on such high levels of pain that we become blinded by the sheer pain of it. But do we grovel in this insult of a lie? No, we get up and start w/ forgiving ourselves for ever being hurt. We arenot resopnsible for others actions. They are! Their punsiment will not be on us. Their judgement is on them! Do we blame those we see in the mirror, NO! We love them. We tell them that they have always been loved before they were ever born! They were loved from the very frist thought that was thought to have created them. W/o that thought how were any of us ever truely loved?
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Posted on Feb 10th, 2009
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How to trust myself and those that needed to be trusted.
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Posted on Feb 10th, 2009
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I'm really not sure, so at least thats what I want to tell myself. I think I'm supposed to diffently learn something. Maybe it's to learn how to take care of myself, to do for myself and not to forget myself in the process.
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